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I am a big baby. Steve is leaving for Jersey tomorrow so we hung out tonight before he left. It honestly was fucking horrible for me. I wanted him to stay in NC with me so bad but at the same time I knew he needed to be there for his family. I didn't want to feel greedy. I'm falling harder for this kid every time I look at him and kiss him. It's the weirdest feeling I've ever had but I like it and so therefore I'm going with it. I know the difference between infatuation and love, and he seriously makes me feel like I'm beautiful, (no matter if all my makeup is running and I'm high as fuck) Now I'm beginning to believe/realize that there is atleast one person out there that is completely perfect for you.
so, I mean... now I just have to get through this week until sunday afternoon and everything will be perfect again.