...& its been me all along
"Never be afraid of the future. Never be afraid to make mistakes, to walk a lonely road. Never be afraid to have fun, be yourself, and laugh at everything possible. But mostly, never be afraid to love because believe me, its the best feeling in the world. Loving and being loved in return, nothing beats it. When you find that person Alyssa, never let them go and if you have to, make sure you get them back. It might sound crazy me telling you this now at such a young age but you will look back on this talk and you will realize one day everything i am telling you is true and trust me, you deserve someone very special." (not word from word. but you get the idea.)
Christopher James Schrecengost December 31, 1976- July 15,2003.
I miss you and talks like this.
i'm trying a new approach, something totally different. i don't like the person that i am right now. it's not good to everyday feel like you are doing something wrong or somebody might hurt you. i never had these insecurity's over the summer so why am i having them now? i guess im just learning that i really do have to move on from my past and i can't dwell on it anymore. what has happened to me and my family in the past just needs to stay there because im tired of constant reminders. sometimes i wish that i wouldn't have had to go through everything but if i didn't i wouldn't be as strong as i am now and i wouldn't have the friends, the love, and the family that i have as of right now. so i guess it goes both ways.
on a better note: homecoming is this weekend. im bringing steve, my really good friend that i met at the toby keith concert. it was an amazing concert so meeting him really topped it off. im really thrilled that i get to go with him because i know that i will have a great time. besides that my grammy made my dress and she is doing mine and my best friends hair; plus others. its going to be totally exciting and this week is filled with really good events. minus me having alot of homework. anyways, look forward to pictures from homecoming, kay!?
DON'T MAKE ME SIT UNDER THE STARS ALONE PLEASE HEART ♥
Christopher James Schrecengost December 31, 1976- July 15,2003.
I miss you and talks like this.
i'm trying a new approach, something totally different. i don't like the person that i am right now. it's not good to everyday feel like you are doing something wrong or somebody might hurt you. i never had these insecurity's over the summer so why am i having them now? i guess im just learning that i really do have to move on from my past and i can't dwell on it anymore. what has happened to me and my family in the past just needs to stay there because im tired of constant reminders. sometimes i wish that i wouldn't have had to go through everything but if i didn't i wouldn't be as strong as i am now and i wouldn't have the friends, the love, and the family that i have as of right now. so i guess it goes both ways.
on a better note: homecoming is this weekend. im bringing steve, my really good friend that i met at the toby keith concert. it was an amazing concert so meeting him really topped it off. im really thrilled that i get to go with him because i know that i will have a great time. besides that my grammy made my dress and she is doing mine and my best friends hair; plus others. its going to be totally exciting and this week is filled with really good events. minus me having alot of homework. anyways, look forward to pictures from homecoming, kay!?
DON'T MAKE ME SIT UNDER THE STARS ALONE PLEASE HEART ♥