Dec 08, 2005 21:28
let's face it; we've changed. we've all changed.
somewhere between school ending
& school starting, we've all gone in our own
directions. hearts were broken; friendships
diminished, new loves started, & new people
came into our lives. we no longer spend all of
our time together in our circle of friends, & we
no longer talk for hours about nothing at all.
we`ve changed. some for the better, and some
for the worse.
i think this quote very well sum's up the way
i feel just about everything dealing with my friends.
we all have seperated. its wierd to think way back
to middle school and ninth grade, because things seem
so different now.
i remember it when it was erica, cyndi, ashley brandabura,
ashley roznowski, me, laycee, andrea, ashley buchanan, megan,
i don't know. i just remember all the "drama." oh god there was
so much of it. BUT WE ALWAYS MANAGED TO STICK TOGETHER.
that was one thing i looked forward too, talking
to my best friends everyday. now, that whole group doesn't
get along. it's basically everyone with new best friends.
don't get me wrong, i love my best friend KELLY, i just wish
that i also still had my old best friends. i loved those times.
i don't understand how highschool can change someone so much,
from being best friends to hating eachother. and that is the
truth. a lot of that group of friends from middleschool/ninth
grade do hate eachother today.
AND I JUST ASK, WHERE WOULD YOU BE TODAY IF YOU HADN'T MET
THESE PEOPLE? WHO WOULD YOU BE? WOULD YOU HAVE LEARNED SO MUCH?
&& MOST OF ALL, DO YOU REMEMBER ALL THOSE MEMORIES?
i know that i do. and i miss them.
ok, im done rambling. its snowing out, and i love it. my
boyfriend is at seven springs for the first time snowboarding,
and hes so excited, he loves the snow. im happy for him that he
is getting to do something he loves with his best friends, i just
miss him horribly. i want to learn how to snowboard and he is
going to teach me. ok, i wont be the best at it, but i will TRY.
i get to see him on saturday hopefully. we are supposed to go to
his dance. it will probably get cancelled and all due to the
massive amount of snow they get out in mt.pleasant, but maybe
i can still see him. BECAUSE I REALLY NEED TOO. i miss him more
than EVER, and i haven't been myself lately. and he is my cure.
♥