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anonymous
April 5 2004, 14:47:28 UTC
i guess i have to write the rest where i know you will read it. ...i don't like it and i never did. so, i'm honest. sometimes so honest you say it is mean. i am not gonna sugarcoat my feelings. then, i never get to say what i feel. i feel you have put yourself into this miserable hole. i'm not gonna be mean, but, it makes me miserable to be around you. for example, when i'm at work having a fine time, you will be like "i hate that guy" i ask "why" you say "i just don't like the way he looks" thats miserable. i know you don't care what i have to say because the other sara is ten times more important then i am to you. i don't like being walked all over, i will never let it happen again. its kinda sad that i have to put this on your journal because otherwise you won't talk or you just say "i don't care". you have changed into this person that just HATES EVERYTHING. let me repeat, i'm not the only one that says that. numerous others do too. sara check too! the reason why i am telling you this is because we don't like seeing you unhappy and miserable. you weren't always like this. i guess it is for your own good, because people tend not to like people that don't like them or the world. friends means giving advice. friends means making sure we are happy. if you just want to push me off and be like "i don't care about you". then, thats fine. i'm not saying your wrong either. (thats cuz you like to say i think that all the time). this isn't about who is right or wrong. i am concerned because of your lack of happiness. we all are. most people won't tell you. THATS WHAT FRIENDS DO. they are honest, they are open, and they can be open-minded to other people's feelings. if you don't care about how i feel. then, i don't care about our friendship anymore.
i never pushed you away, you pushed me away because i made a new friends the only drama i have right now is the shit i have with you all the time, how am i happy? i'm not assuming anything, i know you and i know how you are. i've heard you say everything about everyone. and you get in one confrontation at work and can't handle it, if my memory serves me correct didn't you call tim a pussy for the SAME EXACT THING.
It's true, I get my kicks by talking about each and everyone of my friends, too bad everyone talks about everyone, get over it. I called Tim a pussy because he didn't stick up for himself when I "made fun" of him. I was thinking of quiting before you wanted to "beat me up." which i consider childish, when you are calling me the little girl. I didn't push you away, you both did that on your own by forcing me to drink. I am not replying to any thing else, this is dumb journal wars. Oh and this entire fight is stupid and pointless, your the one thats always telling other people not to deal with this shit because life is too short and all that. I guess you didnt learn anything when a person passed away in front of you, did you?
no, i don't think you get kicks out if it danielle. that is you. you talk about everyone just to make your self look better. i mean i could say exactly what you said about everyone of the people you now hang out with. but, they aren't involved. i'm sure they will realize how you are in due time. you cover it all up. life is too short to be a bitch. danielle why don'y you go in your room and take 100 pictures of yourself and keep telling yourself you are beautiful. your ugly inside, and that won't change a damn thing.
i forced you to drink? ok, i got two people to vouch for that one. you took the bottle from megan's hand. you chugged it. you drank even after that. then the next weekend you asked sara to get you more to drink when we weren't even planning to drink. don't try to blame us with your stupid insecurities. oh wait, why did you stop smoking and drinking? because you think none of your friends will accept you for the way you are. they won't when they realize your phony.
"I was thinking of quiting before you wanted to "beat me up."hey danielle, thats not what you told john when he asked you why you quit.i like how you make up lies just to get people in trouble. i said "lets go outside" because for someone who can laugh in someone's face, you can't back any of that shit up.
"I guess you didnt learn anything when a person passed away in front of you, did you?" hey WHATS UP CHILDISH! let's bring that into the picture. you can go fuck yourself. i think you are asking for someone to kick the shit out of you. don't fuck with issues that you have no idea about. like i said earlier, life is too short to be a bitch.
just wait danielle. just for that comment RIGHT THERE.
"life is too short to be a bitch" oh wait, thats what you are doing right now. I am beautiful, sorry? Wait, the night before we drank, what did you say about what we were going too do? "mitch, your going to help us get danielle to drink" I drank it because well sad to say, peer pressure. Basically, you wouldn't be friends with me if I didn't. I quit smoking and drinking because I did it too much, I took it too far. They do not give a fuck what I do. I think of myself as a stronger person for doing it. Actually, I told john the reason I left the other day was because you were going to beat me up, and then I said I didn't feel like working anymore. I am laughing at you, because this is dumb and all about insultingone another.
i wouldn't be friends with you? sorry buddy, i wouldn't be friends with you because you ran your mouth behind my back. AND because your shitty to be around. i said that at denny's, yes, but, i didn't put anything up to your mouth. you grabbed the bottle from MEAGAN'S HAND. nobody pressured you to drink the night that we spent the night over sara's you did that on your own. whats your excuse now? maybe you need to go back to sheppard pratt? with a box of sharp objects keep laughing, keep laughing all the way through losing everything. i'll keep laughing because everyone is reading the way you are.
i found out who you fucking are. keep talking shit and then acting like everyone's friend. it will catch up, like it caught up with you this time.
you can call yourself beautiful, because that is all you truly have.
i'm laughing at you too because you can't say ANY of this to me. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah pussy
..that water dried and that tree has died, and everything you took for granted burned and rotted away. we gave everything and you take, you take, take, take, we fucking give.
...i don't like it and i never did. so, i'm honest. sometimes so honest you say it is mean. i am not gonna sugarcoat my feelings. then, i never get to say what i feel. i feel you have put yourself into this miserable hole. i'm not gonna be mean, but, it makes me miserable to be around you. for example, when i'm at work having a fine time, you will be like "i hate that guy" i ask "why" you say "i just don't like the way he looks" thats miserable. i know you don't care what i have to say because the other sara is ten times more important then i am to you. i don't like being walked all over, i will never let it happen again. its kinda sad that i have to put this on your journal because otherwise you won't talk or you just say "i don't care". you have changed into this person that just HATES EVERYTHING. let me repeat, i'm not the only one that says that. numerous others do too. sara check too! the reason why i am telling you this is because we don't like seeing you unhappy and miserable. you weren't always like this. i guess it is for your own good, because people tend not to like people that don't like them or the world. friends means giving advice. friends means making sure we are happy. if you just want to push me off and be like "i don't care about you". then, thats fine. i'm not saying your wrong either. (thats cuz you like to say i think that all the time). this isn't about who is right or wrong. i am concerned because of your lack of happiness. we all are. most people won't tell you. THATS WHAT FRIENDS DO. they are honest, they are open, and they can be open-minded to other people's feelings. if you don't care about how i feel. then, i don't care about our friendship anymore.
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the only drama i have right now is the shit i have with you all the time, how am i happy?
i'm not assuming anything, i know you and i know how you are. i've heard you say everything about everyone.
and you get in one confrontation at work and can't handle it, if my memory serves me correct didn't you call tim a pussy for the SAME EXACT THING.
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i forced you to drink? ok, i got two people to vouch for that one. you took the bottle from megan's hand. you chugged it. you drank even after that. then the next weekend you asked sara to get you more to drink when we weren't even planning to drink. don't try to blame us with your stupid insecurities. oh wait, why did you stop smoking and drinking? because you think none of your friends will accept you for the way you are. they won't when they realize your phony.
"I was thinking of quiting before you wanted to "beat me up."hey danielle, thats not what you told john when he asked you why you quit.i like how you make up lies just to get people in trouble. i said "lets go outside" because for someone who can laugh in someone's face, you can't back any of that shit up.
"I guess you didnt learn anything when a person passed away in front of you, did you?" hey WHATS UP CHILDISH! let's bring that into the picture. you can go fuck yourself. i think you are asking for someone to kick the shit out of you. don't fuck with issues that you have no idea about. like i said earlier, life is too short to be a bitch.
just wait danielle. just for that comment RIGHT THERE.
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Maybe you need more counseling?
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i said that at denny's, yes, but, i didn't put anything up to your mouth. you grabbed the bottle from MEAGAN'S HAND. nobody pressured you to drink the night that we spent the night over sara's you did that on your own. whats your excuse now?
maybe you need to go back to sheppard pratt? with a box of sharp objects
keep laughing, keep laughing all the way through losing everything.
i'll keep laughing because everyone is reading the way you are.
i found out who you fucking are. keep talking shit and then acting like everyone's friend. it will catch up, like it caught up with you this time.
you can call yourself beautiful, because that is all you truly have.
i'm laughing at you too because you can't say ANY of this to me. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah pussy
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Theres no I in team.
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so talk yourself till you're blue in the face
cause someone always wants to listen to hate
it's just too bad you're so easy to ignore
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