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i dont what to get my throat slit. why do i do what i do? i really wish sometimes i understood myself. why are you so mean? i did everything for you, and i still would drop everything in a heart beat to help you.. but you treat me like shit. thats why i walk out. i drove you around all of summer. it is a one way friendship and that is not fair. im not going to deal with this anymore. i cant wait to get the fuck out of here and quite dealing with this. i cant take it. i sit here and cry and thats not fucking fair. please just make stop doing what i do. why cant you just get over yourself and forget about it.. i would respect you. and i did and thats why i left. i hope it doesnt happen again. i pray it doesnt happen again. i want to climb under a rock and come out in a year. maybe it will be blown over by then.