Aug 29, 2004 00:02
i dyed my hair once. not very successful. dyed my hair twice. i'm likin' it. it's like a brown red type thing. i think i'll be going back to school because i'm so bored at home. hopefully bonita will take me back , because if they don't i swear that's gonna suck. then i'll have to stay in homeschool. joey & andee were talking about orientation & i want to go so badly, i just want to be with my friends and have a good time. & actually do good in school. i need it to happen. i'll talk to my dad tonight i think..oh well, we'll see what happens.
my dad has been going out with this lady lately & i don't really like her much. she just doesnt seem like my dads type. he says shes fun to talk to. but i don't know, hopefully this doesnt last. i know that sounds selfish, but i want the best for him, & i just don't see that in her.
i spent my day with shwan today & i had a good time because i just always do with my SILLY. we drank some juice adventure, & took a nap, & i ate submarina, & he ate nasty oven pizza. then we watched some of "good will hunting" & thennnnn, he went home. & i miss him, i always do. even when he is still sitting next to me, i miss him all THE time. it's not an obsession, its how strong my love is.