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it's times like these that i need that one person to always be there for me so i can talk to them and tell them everything. and i do mean everything. i'd love to have that person there i can confess everything to, my deepest darkest fears and my deepest darkest secrets too, even the dirty ones, and they won't judge me in the slightest despite the bad decisions i've made and the mistakes i've made and the bitchy moves i've made. and i just...i feel so helpless because i have people i can turn to to talk about certain things, but not one person i can talk to about everything and get unbiased feedback from them. damn. where are you???
like my friend from a neighboring city said to me recently,"it sucks when you realize you truly love and care for a person, and they you, but you realize that they aren't for you. you try your hardest not to lose them because you care so much, but they just can't realize that they aren't for you. and when you explain this to them, you lose them anyway..."
that just seemed like it needed to be said for one of my distant friends. he/she believes this, but is just too chicken to admit it. and it'd solve a lot of his/her problems if he/she would just admit it. meanwhile, i'm stuck here looking for a person to confide all in.
♥
ps. that postsecrets thing is fricking awesome! i can't believe someone thought to do that. i'm going to write a postcard and send it in.
like my friend from a neighboring city said to me recently,"it sucks when you realize you truly love and care for a person, and they you, but you realize that they aren't for you. you try your hardest not to lose them because you care so much, but they just can't realize that they aren't for you. and when you explain this to them, you lose them anyway..."
that just seemed like it needed to be said for one of my distant friends. he/she believes this, but is just too chicken to admit it. and it'd solve a lot of his/her problems if he/she would just admit it. meanwhile, i'm stuck here looking for a person to confide all in.
♥
ps. that postsecrets thing is fricking awesome! i can't believe someone thought to do that. i'm going to write a postcard and send it in.