sad
So life sucks.... i like Nick ALOT and he doesnt seem to get it? or maybe he does idk.... but theres nothing i can do besides "fallow my heart" as Nick said ... how weird is that lol. Cant seem to tell him enough how much i like him it just doesnt seem to work i know i told him alot but i feel like i should tell him more even though he prolly knows. shit is so weird and i cant deal with it anymore. Other things have been fucking with me also... Just so much drama and i hate it wish i wasnt here only positive thing in my life are certain people even though sometimes there not so positive, you know what i mean? You people are prolly like damn Mollie tell your sob story to someone who cares ... well i dont think anyone cares so yeah listen .... Grrr gotta let this stuff out! Nick i like you alot and you know, and I DONT WANT TO MAKE OTHER PEOPLE HAPPY! And some people are just getting on my nerves .... theres so much other stuff to say but dont feel like saying because theres just so much. Im not even going to bother having people comment because i know they wont. Im not even going to bother talking to nick so much because not much more i can say to him. And im not going to tell people anything anymore for a really long time, because they will tell someone or they will act like they care even though i know they dont so blah dont even bother trying to be all tight shit ant happing and thats that.