this is far away
i really need to mature.and fast,im going
into my junior year, and i feel very similar
to the way i did going into my sophomore year.
and though i no,mentally i have grown,but i
also no emotionally i have weakened, emensely.
because i have become so dependant on myself
rather then others, i have become much more
emotional, i noticed.so im making myself grow
up more while im out here.cause being so far
away can tend to do that.i mean i still want
to party and stuff, but i need to think about
doing better in school next year, not blowing
it off like i did last year.i need to change
my mind set for next year,maybe it will happen.
im listening to hardcore techno,and it makes me
sad cause it reminds me of jessica and felecia.
and robot wars,and parties,and dancing like freaks.
total times reered up on: 4
total times bitten: 3
total times stepped o: 2
total times bitten from horse flies: a bajillion
and a half.
so yes,work has been fun,obviously, from the reering,
biting, and stepping on from the horses.so im making an
effort to be more positive about it.today was pay day
so that was good,$210.not to bad i geuss. my mom is comming
up to see me in a week and a half, i beleive.im out.
fiona needs the phone,and they have aol, so their phone
and internet is the same.how old school.
♥,
me
into my junior year, and i feel very similar
to the way i did going into my sophomore year.
and though i no,mentally i have grown,but i
also no emotionally i have weakened, emensely.
because i have become so dependant on myself
rather then others, i have become much more
emotional, i noticed.so im making myself grow
up more while im out here.cause being so far
away can tend to do that.i mean i still want
to party and stuff, but i need to think about
doing better in school next year, not blowing
it off like i did last year.i need to change
my mind set for next year,maybe it will happen.
im listening to hardcore techno,and it makes me
sad cause it reminds me of jessica and felecia.
and robot wars,and parties,and dancing like freaks.
total times reered up on: 4
total times bitten: 3
total times stepped o: 2
total times bitten from horse flies: a bajillion
and a half.
so yes,work has been fun,obviously, from the reering,
biting, and stepping on from the horses.so im making an
effort to be more positive about it.today was pay day
so that was good,$210.not to bad i geuss. my mom is comming
up to see me in a week and a half, i beleive.im out.
fiona needs the phone,and they have aol, so their phone
and internet is the same.how old school.
♥,
me