Jun 02, 2005 20:25
okay, so i no your all probably annoyed that
ive updated about like 3 times today, but oh
well.i came up with june second resolutions.
kinda like, new years, but not, june second.
1)dont be soo rediculous with drugs,cut back a
little bit.i no i should stop,but i dont think
i could just go cold turkey,so soon.
2)dont be so rediculous with drinking.cause thats
bad too.even though saturday i am.im not going to
as much,because its just getting out of hand.
3)loose, like 10|15 pounds.then ill be content.
4)gain closer friends,dont be so closed off to
people.try and trust them.
5)find some sort of love this summer.even if its
just a fling.something.just to have,for a little.
6)trying to stop random hooking up.like wait for
something,that might actually amount to something.
im tired, of feeling..used?not even that,just not
being able to have that comfort.
7)helping out more,not being so selfish.cause there
are more people out there,with bigger problems.why
should i make any deal out of mine.i shouldnt.
thats it for now.im sure ill think of more.
thats it for today, i promise.no more updates.
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