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I'm a little jealous.
Lately it just seems like everyone around me is doing all sorts of exciting new things, and meeting all these new people and I'm... not.
This isn't really like an "I'm sad, feel sorry for me" entry because I've had my share of those.
I just have lately really wanted to start new things and meet new people.
I'm starting work at Panera on Sunday, and I guess that's one thing.
I don't know I guess it's just... we're getting older. People are changing. I am too, I'm not going to deny it. I just miss the old days. I miss my friends who I barely see anymore. I miss Chelsea and Grady and Kaley and Tana and Tim and Zack and all the other people that left CATA, and everyone from Godspell, and even Cam even though he's kind of scary now. I just feel like I don't make time for anyone anymore and I miss everyone, I really do.
I think taking driver's ed really reminded me of all the people I really liked at Dover High, and I remembered all the people I was friends with, and I just got to thinking and I really miss them.
I also miss everyone from PAPA camp, and I know I'll see some people tomorrow at Wicked, but not everyone. I'm really sad I'm not going to camp this year, I know I'm going to regret it, but I can't miss like 4 weeks of work in the summer, and I have to go out to California to see my dad.
In other news, I'm probably going to get my license soon, once I get my 20 hours in.
I'm seriously considering going to Europe for a month next summer.
& I'm in love!
Lately it just seems like everyone around me is doing all sorts of exciting new things, and meeting all these new people and I'm... not.
This isn't really like an "I'm sad, feel sorry for me" entry because I've had my share of those.
I just have lately really wanted to start new things and meet new people.
I'm starting work at Panera on Sunday, and I guess that's one thing.
I don't know I guess it's just... we're getting older. People are changing. I am too, I'm not going to deny it. I just miss the old days. I miss my friends who I barely see anymore. I miss Chelsea and Grady and Kaley and Tana and Tim and Zack and all the other people that left CATA, and everyone from Godspell, and even Cam even though he's kind of scary now. I just feel like I don't make time for anyone anymore and I miss everyone, I really do.
I think taking driver's ed really reminded me of all the people I really liked at Dover High, and I remembered all the people I was friends with, and I just got to thinking and I really miss them.
I also miss everyone from PAPA camp, and I know I'll see some people tomorrow at Wicked, but not everyone. I'm really sad I'm not going to camp this year, I know I'm going to regret it, but I can't miss like 4 weeks of work in the summer, and I have to go out to California to see my dad.
In other news, I'm probably going to get my license soon, once I get my 20 hours in.
I'm seriously considering going to Europe for a month next summer.
& I'm in love!