Jan 18, 2007 16:33
Ive realized im alot different then most girls
I could care less if i had a 500 $ purse to keep my foudnation to cake on every 2 minutes. or a cell phone that super thing and hot pink. or shoes with CHANEL OR HOLICROMBIE OR SOME BULLSHIT LABEL ON THEM. I could care less if a guy bought me a piece of jewelry or something i would break within 4 days of having it. I could care less about sitting in a box ruining my skin trying to get like some celebrity ill never meet. I could care less about things. items, clothes, shoes. TO me .. Its nothing, I dont need things, I dont want things, Things are just used to categorize kids and teenagers and make so much drama. I could care less about having some 2000 $ camera that i can take all the same pictures of myself and edit and photoshop all of them to make myself look perfect. I could care less about all of the shit every girl i know cares about.
I want to find someone
I want to find someone that doesnt care if i have 300 pounds of makeup on or have just gotten out of the shower and have mascara and eyeliner running down my face. I wan to find someone that will call me beautiful either way.
I want to find someone that doesnt try to impress me with money or how many "cool" drugs they can get and how good of bud they can get.
I want to find someone that wont try to fuck me on the first date.
I want to find someone that cares, but doesnt control me, and trusts me to stay the night with other guys and party and get wasted. but trusts that i wont do anything.
I want to find someone nice and mature that wont fuck me over or go behind my back or try to cover up the bullshit with lies getting themselves deeper and deeper on my shit list.
I want to find someone that could walk away from everything and leave this place forever, someone that will take whatever belongings they can fit in a back pack and travel around the world.
I want to find someone simple, yet happy/
I want to find someone that doesnt believe life is meaningless. But i dont want someone religious.
I want to find someone like me. ... someone like me... just not exactly like me.
But the chances of finding a guy that is what i want and wants a girl like ME?
especially in this town
are about
.01%
uhhhhhh
If your out there
meet me
wherever i will be
In June 2008
anywhere
but here.
Love you all always and forever.
Breee
ps] If you know of a guy like this. tell me