The Funk Again.
so, life. senior year is..... not what i accepted. i mean its been super fun so far, and i've done everything i've wanted to. i just had HUGE expectations for this year. im just glad its been less stressful then last year. i still have 3 schools to apply to. u of m, umd and augsburg. i really want to get into augsburg i think i would really enjoy myself there. anyways. SO. the ali funk. its setting in. last year it kind of skipped over me. the funk was up and running 8th 9th and 10th grade it kind of just went over junior year. in case you were wondering this what im talking about
The Ali Funk: it happens every winter and sometimes before winter, since junior high. S.A.D. the seasonal depression. i refer to it as the funk. and it sucks and i feel it setting in already and im trying everything to get out of it but its not working. im feeling more tired,less social,more irritable, anxious and of course more unhappy.
im just trying to stay positive these last couple weeks. its kind of working but just braely. i don't think where and what i did last weekend is helping how im feeling now. because to be honest hes my best guy friend but that was a bad choice on my part because once again im giving myself f a l s e hope of something that will never ever happen and i just to ACCEPT THAT BUT I CAN'T because im a stupid girl.
i dont really feel like writing much more actually
but everyone should go listen to Rogue Wave.
The Ali Funk: it happens every winter and sometimes before winter, since junior high. S.A.D. the seasonal depression. i refer to it as the funk. and it sucks and i feel it setting in already and im trying everything to get out of it but its not working. im feeling more tired,less social,more irritable, anxious and of course more unhappy.
im just trying to stay positive these last couple weeks. its kind of working but just braely. i don't think where and what i did last weekend is helping how im feeling now. because to be honest hes my best guy friend but that was a bad choice on my part because once again im giving myself f a l s e hope of something that will never ever happen and i just to ACCEPT THAT BUT I CAN'T because im a stupid girl.
i dont really feel like writing much more actually
but everyone should go listen to Rogue Wave.