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Dec 14, 2004 20:35

ok I'm extremly jittery right now or whatever so I'm updating for the second time today.

I guess I'll give you a summary of my day.Brace yourself.It's pretty intense. *rolls eyes*...

Becky and I are...friends?I dunno we had a talk online last night and this morning we made up and all is back to normal now except she still gave me looks when we passed eachother in the halls today. I'm mad though cuz everyone who was mad at her or whatever was mad at me for making up with her yet I see them talking to her as well...FUCKING HYPOCRITES! Oh well I'm glad all the drama is aside now because I missed how it all was and Becky is just too fucking good of a person to waste with being mad at. I've known her since 1st grade and so it's harder for me to just drop it then it may be for others. So before you get mad at me for doing this...even though I don't see how who I choose who MY FRIENDS are would affect you...think from my side of the story and just grow some balls and face the fact that you know I am right.

Moving along. Spanish was boring. Studyhall was excrushiatingly boring. Team time was boring. Lunch was boring. Science was boring. and guess what math was...? Boring. Actually sience was mildly entertaining because we started presenting projects and it was painfully funny to see how lame some of the projects came out. I'm mean. I'll stop cuz mine probly won't be too hot itself. Whatever. Kat went second today and I was up in front of the class with her holding her poster and it was fucking scary just doing that so wish me luck for when I have to present mine...ha...no? Okay.

So after my lovely "academic experiance" for the day I had track practice and they split us into groups and what not. Kat and I and like 5 other people went into a hallway to practice hurdles and I wanted to take a gun and shoot the fucking hurdles. They were being un-coopertive and I was ready to snap them in half. haha. no not really but I do need work on them before the saturday meet in Bowdoin. I'm fucking scared of that thing I'm gonna be all BAD AT EVERYTHING. Hopefulyl not. ANYWAYS. After track Kat's mom picked us up and drove us home and I am now here.yep.

Anywayyyyy...hmm, Hunter please don't talk about what we talked about earlier to anyone else. It really isn't anything anymore and I have lots of thinking to do so I dunno where I stand on that subject anymore. I'll eaplain later. I must be confusing you. haha I'm sorry I'm just THAT cool so bare with me. thank youuuu!

Alli I love you with all I have! You're the best of the best and I would self destruct if it weren't for you're advice and guidance and for you putting up with me when I have to talk about what's on my mind and what not. You're the only friend I have that will listen to me completly without bringing your own problems into the picture before making me feel 100% better. Everyone else just blows it off and complains about how shitty their lives are. BUT NOT YOU!Jesus Alli I love youuuuu,haha. We will suffer through the truely, fucking miserable, scummy, low, unbareable times together and when the good times come we'll celebrate them together. Until then we can complain about those damn guys as much as we want. Thanks again for that shoulder to lean on earlier today. It was much needed with all this that's going on and I'm glad I was able to help you out as well!

Alright that's all for now.
I hope this was as boring for you to read as I intended it to be.

Rachel
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