Dec 07, 2004 12:00
Right now I'm not sure if there has or ever will be a time when I'm as pissed off at my mom as I am now. Well I'm not TOO mad now but earlier this morning when everything happened I was.Okay I'm going to tell my story now.
Alright. This morning I was in a really good mood (god knows why..) and so I got up exceptionally early and actually had extra time before I had to go out to the bus...so I did homework, haha. Okay anyways 7:15 rolls around and I go out to the bus as usual. Let me tell you incase you didn't notice for yourself this morning it was snowing.Not hard.But never the less it was snowing. So 20 fucking minutes of standing outside in the fucking snow later I have assumed that the bus isn't going to come.
That would've been a good time to listen to that old saying that MR.K taught us last year: "To assume makes an ass out of u and me."
Right when I got upstairs the bus just...pleasantly drove by.
My mom was furious for unknown reasons that I missed the bus for like...the 2nd time in my life, and she started ripping me apart and calling me stupid and yelling "WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!?!YOU CAN'T MANAGE TO CATCH A BUS?!?" multiple times.. can anyone see at all how lame of an argument she was trying to start?
Well I can. SO I went upsairs thinking she'd drive me to school but 10 minutes later she wasn't doing anything so I went to ask her when we're leaving and she was like "RACHEL, I am not going out and driving you anywhere in this weather. It's too hazardous and I don't want to crash the car going out the drive way!"
fucking loser.
Whatever. SO that is why I am home..it is possibly the worst excuse I'll ever have for staying home from school and it was a waste of a day. This was definetly the wrong day for this to happen, for I have now conviniently missed my "White Day" two times in a row and am falling behind at a steady rate I'm sure.
I was so pissed off at her and I started just spazzing in my room for like an hour and then I hit the play button on my CD player and it all stopped. I calmed down. Now 3 and half hours later here I am, after listening to like 7 CDs all the way through.
I forgot how good it felt to just sit in bed and listen to music alllll day.
Of course my mom had to ruin that as well, so she said "I don't want to hear you angry music. It's too destrucive! All they do is scream and shout non-sense..." and blah blah blah blah blah....
I might update later.Until then have fun in the snow...or whatever.
Rachel