waiting for something right to go, to go, to go wrong.
-fidgets- i have about forty minutes til my next class starts, so thats like, 27 minutes more here before i head out. so this means, random updates! oh yes. anyways. i'm existing here at the academy, and i think i'll be fine, the workload isn't bad yet,, but itll get worse. and a lot of its memorization, which i totally f'cking suck at. yikes.
on a whole, i don't think i've met anyone i dislike here. which is good. then again, i haven't met everyone. so we'll see.
but tonight! theyre showing spirited away, an anime i LOVE, for wellness credits! so this means, i can watch something i like AND get credits i need for it. im pysched. ;D!
i first saw that movie with erika and mikey. i miss those days sometimes. watching anime. meh.
i miss saiyuki. and sugar (baby loooove!)
nostalgia sets in at every turn, you know that? with a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach, i miss something every other ten minutes. i'll see something, and i'll think of him. or i'll hear something and think of my home, or my family. or hear a dog-like noise and wonder what the dogs are up to, and if anyone misses me at luhi.
but, thinking always gets me in the wrong places. so i'll blindly set forth and not linger on the past, cause i made this decision, and everyone else has made theirs. and i can't change that.
i can only watch from a sideview to everyone i know, cheering or booing at them, and as for myself, i'm moving foward! i got out of luhi, i got away from that hell hole. i got into somewhere better? and now, i gotta do good. good, good. i want to make it, i want to BE! not sure what i want to be, but oh, do i want to be.
♥ gabi.
on a whole, i don't think i've met anyone i dislike here. which is good. then again, i haven't met everyone. so we'll see.
but tonight! theyre showing spirited away, an anime i LOVE, for wellness credits! so this means, i can watch something i like AND get credits i need for it. im pysched. ;D!
i first saw that movie with erika and mikey. i miss those days sometimes. watching anime. meh.
i miss saiyuki. and sugar (baby loooove!)
nostalgia sets in at every turn, you know that? with a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach, i miss something every other ten minutes. i'll see something, and i'll think of him. or i'll hear something and think of my home, or my family. or hear a dog-like noise and wonder what the dogs are up to, and if anyone misses me at luhi.
but, thinking always gets me in the wrong places. so i'll blindly set forth and not linger on the past, cause i made this decision, and everyone else has made theirs. and i can't change that.
i can only watch from a sideview to everyone i know, cheering or booing at them, and as for myself, i'm moving foward! i got out of luhi, i got away from that hell hole. i got into somewhere better? and now, i gotta do good. good, good. i want to make it, i want to BE! not sure what i want to be, but oh, do i want to be.
♥ gabi.