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why do i feel as if the world has come crashing down?
was there really no one else in this world that could use just one of my issues, at the moment?
why did everything i get myself into have to crash right now?
i miss my grandpa so much,
rest in peace,
i love you so much.
boy wise--
he is dumb.
i am ready to be done.
why did i get myself into this?
but, if i am ready to be done, why do i keep wanting more?
maybe because he took it from me-- my innocence.
he has changed me so much,
i party now,
i am not the same girl i was.
i have even matured being with him, and the experiences he has put me through.
that is why, i assume.
i am sick of my friends getting all the guys,
and stealing mine.
dumb.
oh well, hopefully things will be better soon.
on a lighter note, jenny isg etting better! :]
well, i will be in chicago til saturday for the funeral, so i will be back then,
hopefully in a better mood?
was there really no one else in this world that could use just one of my issues, at the moment?
why did everything i get myself into have to crash right now?
i miss my grandpa so much,
rest in peace,
i love you so much.
boy wise--
he is dumb.
i am ready to be done.
why did i get myself into this?
but, if i am ready to be done, why do i keep wanting more?
maybe because he took it from me-- my innocence.
he has changed me so much,
i party now,
i am not the same girl i was.
i have even matured being with him, and the experiences he has put me through.
that is why, i assume.
i am sick of my friends getting all the guys,
and stealing mine.
dumb.
oh well, hopefully things will be better soon.
on a lighter note, jenny isg etting better! :]
well, i will be in chicago til saturday for the funeral, so i will be back then,
hopefully in a better mood?