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i feel like ive said this a million times already.. but i just dont know.
so many thoughts. but so had to just put down or say out loud. so many different angles going in my head. because being able to really multi-task is awesome. but not awesome when your brain does it with your life. like for work.. fucking great. its why i have a job. but.. just with everyday life shit.. mutha fuckinn creazzzyy.
so much to say. most things i really want to talk about i dont even know whats going on with any of it. mostly it has to do with really intense feelings or life changing things. most of it i just want figured out. or me to come to a head to.
fuck. i wish i could just easily spill everything. way too hard.
so many thoughts. but so had to just put down or say out loud. so many different angles going in my head. because being able to really multi-task is awesome. but not awesome when your brain does it with your life. like for work.. fucking great. its why i have a job. but.. just with everyday life shit.. mutha fuckinn creazzzyy.
so much to say. most things i really want to talk about i dont even know whats going on with any of it. mostly it has to do with really intense feelings or life changing things. most of it i just want figured out. or me to come to a head to.
fuck. i wish i could just easily spill everything. way too hard.