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so....
Things are okay i guess
it seems like things cant get me happy lately
i dont know what it is.
I've been missing things lately that i really shouldnt be missing.
things that shouldn't determine my happiness does.
im really not sure whats going on, maybe the fact that
we're all departing in less than 6 months.
relationsships are what i need and i cant
seem to keep hold of them. I over think
EVERYTHING i read into things way to much
and i end up keeping myself up at night
thinking about things i could have, should have
would have done. It's pretty much making me crazy.
I walk around kind of numb to everything around me
its really really upsetting me now, i feel like im
missing out on things and i really dont want to be
and i really dont want to be like this or have things go this way
i just cant put my finger on something that is wrong. I also miss A LOT
of people that i havent hung out with in a long time. People that i hung out
with all of the time and now i barely see. Ill admit some is my fault but when phone calls are made
and plans are broken one can only do so much.
whatever i guess, no one really wants to hear this shit so ill stop.
panama in 4 months
that will be the highlight of my year.
love to alll and have a great thanksgiving
don't hesitate to call
p.s.
Please share with me who called my phone the other night at like 11 but, it was private.I wonder.....
Things are okay i guess
it seems like things cant get me happy lately
i dont know what it is.
I've been missing things lately that i really shouldnt be missing.
things that shouldn't determine my happiness does.
im really not sure whats going on, maybe the fact that
we're all departing in less than 6 months.
relationsships are what i need and i cant
seem to keep hold of them. I over think
EVERYTHING i read into things way to much
and i end up keeping myself up at night
thinking about things i could have, should have
would have done. It's pretty much making me crazy.
I walk around kind of numb to everything around me
its really really upsetting me now, i feel like im
missing out on things and i really dont want to be
and i really dont want to be like this or have things go this way
i just cant put my finger on something that is wrong. I also miss A LOT
of people that i havent hung out with in a long time. People that i hung out
with all of the time and now i barely see. Ill admit some is my fault but when phone calls are made
and plans are broken one can only do so much.
whatever i guess, no one really wants to hear this shit so ill stop.
panama in 4 months
that will be the highlight of my year.
love to alll and have a great thanksgiving
don't hesitate to call
p.s.
Please share with me who called my phone the other night at like 11 but, it was private.I wonder.....