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you know, i'm truely suffocated. i'm not here to complain and such but little do alot of you know, my mom & dad are the pain in my ass. For one reason, they had me young. My mom was 18 when i was born. You're probably thinking okay? cool. Well no, it changes alot. That means i have probably some of the youngest parents in my grade of kids. My parents know everything that goes on, and they don't want me to mess up like them. They think i'm going to mess up with Jason. That's why Jason and I have our problems cos' we can't really be together that much we can be together when we sneak around and things like that and some other times. It sucks it really does. I've been with Jason for 2 years almost. I love Jason despite all the bullshit we went through. Their treating us like we're trying to get married and have kids. We're just too teenagers well Jason I guess is an adult now but whatever. We're just trying to have our fun while we're young who knows where we'll end up.. we could end up miles apart or we could end up right here where we are, together but i'm not worried about that, i'm worried about now, here, and today. I've been getting myself into trouble alot lately, and i need to stop. I'm not myself at all actually. I need to quit the bad habits, and If I'm going to lie i need to learn how to do it (right juwana?) I've had so many personal issues, I need a therapist seriously. I miss my old friends and how everyone just disapears so fast like one day they love you the next day they don't. I love my friends but I just miss my other ones I want ALL of them! I need to get my license SOON && then life will be grand. I could have it already but Kim grounded me from getting it yet.
ps; smile because schools almost over.
ps; smile because schools almost over.