you're stomping over broken hearts, marching onward, marching backwards.
Saturday;After Nick went home early in the AM, lol, i went back to sleep. I was supposed to go somewhere with Megan&Rachel, but once they said they were going to Brad's in greenwood, i just didn't have the energy to go. I was talking to Susan, &&she asked if I wanted to go with her to see Only When I burn. I was afraid to go, because I didn't know how I would see Nick. We got there after 15 minutes, watched Nick play his last show, left. Went to Steak&Shake...where I felt uncomfortable to the max. I only talked to Ausin& Susan. Austin brought up middle school times &tried burning my shoe. Thank youuuu. I went home wayyyy early. Nick called me &didn't really talk about too much..
Sunday;I woke up to Nick calling me. I figured he wasn't so upset anymore, since he called. lol. We hung out mostly today. Drove around for the longest time. Went to Steak&shake again! yes, i was there 3 days in a row with him, we talked about 'us' for the first time..refreshing. I miss him, &just want to move on &get over a few things that have happened over the past few months. I already know he misses me too. If we're talking &hanging out again, we have something special with each other or we wouldn't be how we are now..we'll see how things go, i like where we are now. mmmm. i love good bands, that not a lot of kids like. scary kids scaring kids. <3<3<3 like them &die i guess. Only not really, just a select few can share the love for them with me...
Sunday;I woke up to Nick calling me. I figured he wasn't so upset anymore, since he called. lol. We hung out mostly today. Drove around for the longest time. Went to Steak&shake again! yes, i was there 3 days in a row with him, we talked about 'us' for the first time..refreshing. I miss him, &just want to move on &get over a few things that have happened over the past few months. I already know he misses me too. If we're talking &hanging out again, we have something special with each other or we wouldn't be how we are now..we'll see how things go, i like where we are now. mmmm. i love good bands, that not a lot of kids like. scary kids scaring kids. <3<3<3 like them &die i guess. Only not really, just a select few can share the love for them with me...