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this week has been pretty gay.
kerry left school today, i cried a little.
she walked out of the tech room & that was it.
she was gone.
never coming back.
she was an amazing girl.
tonight was wank,
i went to the fair with everyone.
and i felt ugly around them all.
apart from sophie harris.
she talked to me alot.
and left the fairground with me.
it's like, when i was drunk i never realised what the fuck i was on about.
and alcohol somewhat gave me a beautiful, exciting, funny persona.
but now i havent got drunk or touched a fag in two weeks.
i'm just bleak, disfigured blue & ugly
and not telling him yet.
now that i cant let this oppourtunity pass me by.
but i know its slowly slipping through my fingers.
i need someone to tell him. or just to find the right words maybe?
really makes me feel alot better...
good note: getting my hair done on tuesday
kerry left school today, i cried a little.
she walked out of the tech room & that was it.
she was gone.
never coming back.
she was an amazing girl.
tonight was wank,
i went to the fair with everyone.
and i felt ugly around them all.
apart from sophie harris.
she talked to me alot.
and left the fairground with me.
it's like, when i was drunk i never realised what the fuck i was on about.
and alcohol somewhat gave me a beautiful, exciting, funny persona.
but now i havent got drunk or touched a fag in two weeks.
i'm just bleak, disfigured blue & ugly
and not telling him yet.
now that i cant let this oppourtunity pass me by.
but i know its slowly slipping through my fingers.
i need someone to tell him. or just to find the right words maybe?
really makes me feel alot better...
good note: getting my hair done on tuesday