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ok...soo
i got drug tested

n i tested posotive for opium..heroin..an cocain..n my thc level was higher then fuck

i dunno im fucked

i let a little fuckin drug binge fuck my life up in sucha short time

i put it in front of the one boy i cared the MOST about...say im lieing but i dont care because what i know is the truth i loved n always will love roman no matter what anyone says n it fucking kills me i put drugs before someone...after ive always told myself not to

i dont like this life style anymore
its so fuckin stupid
n can fuck your life up in a matter of seconds

i can officaly say....i turned into the one person who betrayed me the most my mother