self-forcefed anxiety.
so i must be ultra lame.
i hate hope. i hate possibility.
i'm tired of being so fucking hopeful.
i wish people would straight-up tell me how things are going to be.
this could be fucking amazing, or i could just get left behind like usual.
i fucking hope this is the break in the bend.
no advice, please, it's so fucking redundant.
thanks.
sorry if i keep ranting.
this is insanity at its best.
//
[ cigarettes in the fucking rain. ]
i hate hope. i hate possibility.
i'm tired of being so fucking hopeful.
i wish people would straight-up tell me how things are going to be.
this could be fucking amazing, or i could just get left behind like usual.
i fucking hope this is the break in the bend.
no advice, please, it's so fucking redundant.
thanks.
sorry if i keep ranting.
this is insanity at its best.
//
[ cigarettes in the fucking rain. ]