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today went from fucking wonderful to awful..but i'll talk about the good part first.
the colorguard girls threw me a surprise party for me being captain again.they are absolutely awesome!i was very surprised and had no idea.they bought me my own flag too!it has a black pole and a green flag.it's wonderful!we all hung out and threw some people in the pool and i took many many pictures which i will post soon.
after the party jez and i went and helped out at my grams church like we do every year.people must think i'm into the whole religious thing when really i dont know if i even believe in that sutff.but it was agood time regardles and i met some new people which is always good.
now for the bad news:(..i found out tongiht that my great grandpa has cancer and that he only has 6 months to live.it is probably one of the worst feelings in the world to know that someone you love is going to die.granted everyone must die at some point but i just wish i ddin't have to knwo ti was coming.i would rather have had it just happen because now that is all i will think about.i don;t know how it will be without him here.i don't want him to be gone:(
i dont understand why every single person in my family always has to get sick.especaily since i have a lot of stuff going on right now i really dont want this to happen..eh im just rambling and no one cares lol so i will shut up..sorry u had to read this boring post.
the colorguard girls threw me a surprise party for me being captain again.they are absolutely awesome!i was very surprised and had no idea.they bought me my own flag too!it has a black pole and a green flag.it's wonderful!we all hung out and threw some people in the pool and i took many many pictures which i will post soon.
after the party jez and i went and helped out at my grams church like we do every year.people must think i'm into the whole religious thing when really i dont know if i even believe in that sutff.but it was agood time regardles and i met some new people which is always good.
now for the bad news:(..i found out tongiht that my great grandpa has cancer and that he only has 6 months to live.it is probably one of the worst feelings in the world to know that someone you love is going to die.granted everyone must die at some point but i just wish i ddin't have to knwo ti was coming.i would rather have had it just happen because now that is all i will think about.i don;t know how it will be without him here.i don't want him to be gone:(
i dont understand why every single person in my family always has to get sick.especaily since i have a lot of stuff going on right now i really dont want this to happen..eh im just rambling and no one cares lol so i will shut up..sorry u had to read this boring post.