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Not for anyone's benefit, not to welcome any commentary, but I need to get this out right now.
I didn't move on FAST.
I just got a head start on moving on.
I got pushed away for months and just got over it just recently.
Nothing has only one side to it, remember that.
Any actions on my part were the result of feelings created by the actions of others.
And I don't regret anything. I'm not a bad person either, I know this.
I don't need to change or improve myself any more than I already have.
I had the courage to escape from something that continually hurt me.
I felt like a fucking neglected puppy for months, and now I don't.
I'm happy for me, maybe you should be too.
Don't make people pity you now, after I went to sleep crying because of you every night for weeks on end.
Be strong like I was, and stop thriving on this bullshit pity, because everyone gets hurt.
I did, and now I'm over it.
OH, and on a lighter note:
Prop 86 didn't pass. Yay!
On an even lighter note:
I don't think it'll matter to me much longer that it didn't pass.
I've successfully smoked enough cigarettes to disgust me.
I'm not bringing a pack with me tomorrow, we'll see how it goes.
YES!
I didn't move on FAST.
I just got a head start on moving on.
I got pushed away for months and just got over it just recently.
Nothing has only one side to it, remember that.
Any actions on my part were the result of feelings created by the actions of others.
And I don't regret anything. I'm not a bad person either, I know this.
I don't need to change or improve myself any more than I already have.
I had the courage to escape from something that continually hurt me.
I felt like a fucking neglected puppy for months, and now I don't.
I'm happy for me, maybe you should be too.
Don't make people pity you now, after I went to sleep crying because of you every night for weeks on end.
Be strong like I was, and stop thriving on this bullshit pity, because everyone gets hurt.
I did, and now I'm over it.
OH, and on a lighter note:
Prop 86 didn't pass. Yay!
On an even lighter note:
I don't think it'll matter to me much longer that it didn't pass.
I've successfully smoked enough cigarettes to disgust me.
I'm not bringing a pack with me tomorrow, we'll see how it goes.
YES!