(no subject)
FUCK
What do you do when you feel like you ruined someone's life?
I'm supposed to be writing my personal statements for the UCs, but I feel so guilty I can't concentrate.
This is horrible. And my fault.
I just somehow want to help fix it, but I'm pretty sure it's unfixable.
Why can't I just turn back time to this morning?
I'm so so so sorry any of this happened. Especially because I'm always ruining shit, but my shit never gets ruined. I'm the lucky one with borderline understanding parents, I have to remember that other people don't even have that. FUCK I feel like shit.
Now, I don't believe in God, but I believe in unconditional love, especially for your children. And I'm not religious, but I don't think you should turn away anyone in need, especially if they're one of your own children. That's why the Good Samaritan is in the Bible. Because everybody needs to not turn their backs on people. Especially people that have your own blood running through their veins. It just makes me even sadder than I was earlier.
What do you do when you feel like you ruined someone's life?
I'm supposed to be writing my personal statements for the UCs, but I feel so guilty I can't concentrate.
This is horrible. And my fault.
I just somehow want to help fix it, but I'm pretty sure it's unfixable.
Why can't I just turn back time to this morning?
I'm so so so sorry any of this happened. Especially because I'm always ruining shit, but my shit never gets ruined. I'm the lucky one with borderline understanding parents, I have to remember that other people don't even have that. FUCK I feel like shit.
Now, I don't believe in God, but I believe in unconditional love, especially for your children. And I'm not religious, but I don't think you should turn away anyone in need, especially if they're one of your own children. That's why the Good Samaritan is in the Bible. Because everybody needs to not turn their backs on people. Especially people that have your own blood running through their veins. It just makes me even sadder than I was earlier.