Oct 21, 2006 15:40
I'm sitting at Leah's and I just rediscovered the Tao book. I can't believe I forgot it was here and how profound it was. I think I'm going to start looking into Eastern religion again.
Other than that, Hailey was right about me needing to go out and grow up by myself before I can be with anybody. Right now I need to focus on improving me and if it works out later, I will be so much happier than if I were to just get involved with someone right now. Time apart is the only way to tell if two people are meant to be together.
I ran into a friend today and we had a short conversation that made me feel a lot better. I apologized for anything I might have done that had a negative effect on him, and I'm very grateful that he still calls me his friend and understands that people just fuck up sometimes.