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So I talked to all the Burnouts and, according to them, their "arms were twisted" and their "cocks were teased" before they decided to spread gossip about me. I don't know if that is the truth, and I in no way endorse it as the truth, but those boys seemed heartfelt enough for me to rethink cutting them off. They seemed genuinely concerned about the future of their friendships with me, and that is enough to change my mind. Tears and frankness tell a lot.
Other than that, I had an enlightening talk with Meg that helped me realize that real friends don't do anything they can to make sure your name comes up in conversation and real friends don't think your business is their business and everyone else's business. Real friends give you the benefit of the doubt. But she only told me everything I already know. I just needed to hear it from someone else.
I've made some bad decisions in the past, some that people won't shut up about because they have nothing better to do, some that nobody knew about. But I've always had good intentions and I've never gone out of my way to hurt anybody. I have always tried to be a nice person. But if people aren't going to appreciate it anymore, they don't deserve shit. Like Meg said, "Fuck em."
That's all, goodnight.
Other than that, I had an enlightening talk with Meg that helped me realize that real friends don't do anything they can to make sure your name comes up in conversation and real friends don't think your business is their business and everyone else's business. Real friends give you the benefit of the doubt. But she only told me everything I already know. I just needed to hear it from someone else.
I've made some bad decisions in the past, some that people won't shut up about because they have nothing better to do, some that nobody knew about. But I've always had good intentions and I've never gone out of my way to hurt anybody. I have always tried to be a nice person. But if people aren't going to appreciate it anymore, they don't deserve shit. Like Meg said, "Fuck em."
That's all, goodnight.