justin/tristan/jesse is really a girl named nicole. even adrian/joey is a girl. her name is monica. they are cousins, so that part wasn't a lie. haha. i guess it all started because monica messaged me on myspace. and i asked if i knew her etc. well i guess monica told nicole to message me and she didn't want to, so monica did it for her. and i was a 'wow i swear to god i know this monica person' because of her denver max lyric she has for her myspace title. anyway, so i message nicole back and i ask if she knows me and if know her, because she called me bonka. she said yeah from the tod days. i was still a little confuse. then i just asked her about all the stuff, like everything i remembered. and she came out with the truth. she said that's why she blew me off in 05. because she didn't want to keep on lying. i accepted her apology with no hard feelings. it didn't even phase me. i was just happy to have my best friend back. i mean we knew each other like a book. 'he' changed my life completely. yeah we used to talk on the phone all the time. day/night/whenever. i never noticed. but then again she sent me a video message of her boyfriend dropping a plate and her saying 'do you love it' and it was the same voice as before. so i just think that's how her voice is, you know? and plus she's from new york, so you know those accents. haha. but ever since she told me the truth, we've been talking non stop. it's like we never really stopped talking. which is how it's always been with us. she remembers everything and so do i. and she still calls me bonks. <33 i don't know why all of this happened, but i'm pretty sure god knew i needed someone in my life. whether it be 'him' or her (now). i used to pray and pray 'he' would talk to me. and god gave me her. lol. i guess it all seems strange and 'eww' to people who aren't me you know? who didn't go through this whole situation. i've known 'him' since 02, i think. because we started 'tod dating' in august of that year. and then it eventually meant more than tod status. 'he' was the first boy i ever fell in love with. 'he' will always be dear to my heart. nicole is still wacky as ever. like i said before, i think god knew i needed someone from my past to be here in my present. since she messaged me, i haven't been in a bad mood, and i don't come home fretting about work as much as i have been. and i can actually sleep at night.
p.s. i'm sorry for always keeping you in the blue.
mmmmm, WOW? geez bonka thats crazy lol! you didnt notice the voice? lmao. im sorry i laugh it's from the shock, i swear. no hard feelings? really bonka? i'd want to kick her ass lol. but hey, im glad you're handling things so maturely, cuz seriously i'd track her down and kick her asss. lol. im glad you got what you needed. do you think she's a lesbian? lmao. i dunno, i mean, did you ask her why she started it in the first place? what was she getting out of it?
im glad you've found a new old friend. i know you needed one. thanx for clearing things up. add me if you have facebook yo! the link is in my lj. ive missed you girl ♥
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justin/tristan/jesse is really a girl named nicole. even adrian/joey is a girl. her name is monica. they are cousins, so that part wasn't a lie. haha. i guess it all started because monica messaged me on myspace. and i asked if i knew her etc. well i guess monica told nicole to message me and she didn't want to, so monica did it for her. and i was a 'wow i swear to god i know this monica person' because of her denver max lyric she has for her myspace title. anyway, so i message nicole back and i ask if she knows me and if know her, because she called me bonka. she said yeah from the tod days. i was still a little confuse. then i just asked her about all the stuff, like everything i remembered. and she came out with the truth. she said that's why she blew me off in 05. because she didn't want to keep on lying. i accepted her apology with no hard feelings. it didn't even phase me. i was just happy to have my best friend back. i mean we knew each other like a book. 'he' changed my life completely. yeah we used to talk on the phone all the time. day/night/whenever. i never noticed. but then again she sent me a video message of her boyfriend dropping a plate and her saying 'do you love it' and it was the same voice as before. so i just think that's how her voice is, you know? and plus she's from new york, so you know those accents. haha. but ever since she told me the truth, we've been talking non stop. it's like we never really stopped talking. which is how it's always been with us. she remembers everything and so do i. and she still calls me bonks. <33 i don't know why all of this happened, but i'm pretty sure god knew i needed someone in my life. whether it be 'him' or her (now). i used to pray and pray 'he' would talk to me. and god gave me her. lol. i guess it all seems strange and 'eww' to people who aren't me you know? who didn't go through this whole situation. i've known 'him' since 02, i think. because we started 'tod dating' in august of that year. and then it eventually meant more than tod status. 'he' was the first boy i ever fell in love with. 'he' will always be dear to my heart. nicole is still wacky as ever. like i said before, i think god knew i needed someone from my past to be here in my present. since she messaged me, i haven't been in a bad mood, and i don't come home fretting about work as much as i have been. and i can actually sleep at night.
p.s. i'm sorry for always keeping you in the blue.
i love you. ♥.
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but hey, im glad you're handling things so maturely, cuz seriously i'd track her down and kick her asss. lol. im glad you got what you needed. do you think she's a lesbian? lmao. i dunno, i mean, did you ask her why she started it in the first place? what was she getting out of it?
im glad you've found a new old friend. i know you needed one.
thanx for clearing things up. add me if you have facebook yo! the link is in my lj. ive missed you girl ♥
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i really am happie for you though lol. im just getting over the heart attack. ♥ i love you too babe
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