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First day of school went great:)
Second day of school went awesome:)
Third day of school it finally sank in...summers over and I have to wake up at 5:40 every morning until next summer...whatta bummer:(
Okay...im gonna use this to vent...so here it goes
-I hate that everytime I need that one specific person to be there for me they cant
-I hate that I feel like I have to feel jealous everytime I hear another girls name come from his mouth
-I hate the fact that I am jealous of the fact that another girls name comes from his mouth
-I hate the fact that no one understands what it's like
-I hate the fact that so many people take advantage of all the good things they have in life
-I hate when people say "oh my life is horrible and things would be better if I was dead"
-I hate knowing I have to go to a completely different school in a completely different state from him
-I dont want to keep this going...I want it all to end...I want things to be back to the way they were before we had our "problems"
-I dont like the fact that everytime someone upsets me I always take it out on James
-I hate when people are your friends and really nice but then when they meet someone new they turn all bitchy
-I hate the fact that everytime I get pissed off at someone the first thing that person comes up with is "oh your PMSing"
-I hate how it seems like sometimes I'm not that important to them
-I hate how things can go from joking around to leave me the fuck alone
-I hate how I'm jealous of all the people who get to see him more then me
-I hate how I get really jealous of his friends
-I hate how I took advantage of this whole summer spent with him
-And the biggest hate I have right now is---I hate how when I get to see the guy I really love I have to let him go again as soon as I realize how much he really means to me
I disabled the comments because I dont think this is something I want people to comment on
Second day of school went awesome:)
Third day of school it finally sank in...summers over and I have to wake up at 5:40 every morning until next summer...whatta bummer:(
Okay...im gonna use this to vent...so here it goes
-I hate that everytime I need that one specific person to be there for me they cant
-I hate that I feel like I have to feel jealous everytime I hear another girls name come from his mouth
-I hate the fact that I am jealous of the fact that another girls name comes from his mouth
-I hate the fact that no one understands what it's like
-I hate the fact that so many people take advantage of all the good things they have in life
-I hate when people say "oh my life is horrible and things would be better if I was dead"
-I hate knowing I have to go to a completely different school in a completely different state from him
-I dont want to keep this going...I want it all to end...I want things to be back to the way they were before we had our "problems"
-I dont like the fact that everytime someone upsets me I always take it out on James
-I hate when people are your friends and really nice but then when they meet someone new they turn all bitchy
-I hate the fact that everytime I get pissed off at someone the first thing that person comes up with is "oh your PMSing"
-I hate how it seems like sometimes I'm not that important to them
-I hate how things can go from joking around to leave me the fuck alone
-I hate how I'm jealous of all the people who get to see him more then me
-I hate how I get really jealous of his friends
-I hate how I took advantage of this whole summer spent with him
-And the biggest hate I have right now is---I hate how when I get to see the guy I really love I have to let him go again as soon as I realize how much he really means to me
I disabled the comments because I dont think this is something I want people to comment on