Chalk my outline; they'd talk of this if I'd died from a broken heart.
so. i've been feeling pretty good these last few days.
i had some stuff that i just had to get off my chest,
i'd been holding it in so long and it felt so good to get it out
and the outcome was even more than what i expected. :)
so i'm happy with this. :D i think it'll turn out good. lol
i've decided to go to a j.c.
i have already signed up for delta and i took the test
i rocked! i got 3's in reading and writing and a 2 in math.
too bad i hate math haha.
but yea, i think i'll probably move to so.cal and go to school
there. its just something i need.
i've been wanting to leave home after high school for the
longest time, and not going to a university is not going to stop me.
my dad woke me up this morning saying he called the counselor
for delta and sed that i can go today.
he hasn't helped me out at all this whole year,
and now he wants to help me?
it pissed me off.. me and my mom are doing this together.
i don't want to have anything to do with my dad.
then he was on the phone with my mom.
i got up at 11:30 this morning.
he told her, " she just sleeps all day and does nothing."
(too bad he hella fell asleep once he got off the phone
with my mom, and he WILL sleep all day.)
and then about the counselor thing," from a university, to
college, back to high school." what a dick. i hate him.
too bad i got no encouragement from him WHATSOEVER!
when i was going to go to the university!
i can honestly say i'd be SO happy in so.cal. :)
i would miss everyone here so much tho.
but i would come visit every chance i got.
this better pull through. if not,
i'll just leave. i can live in a lil
box outside someones window. :)
i'm small.