with friends like you, who needs enemies?

[___love_kills__]

basically me and jay r are going out.
he's awesome.
i'm happy. for the first time in forever, i'm happy.

people need to stop taking this to the extreme tho.
grow the fuck up.
i cant help the way i feel about him.
if you still had feelings for him
i'm sorry, sweetie. i didn't fucking know.

jay r is my fucking boyfriend now. niice. :) ♥.♥.♥.

Comments

[so_impartial]

you're so cute.
oh boy, you are soooo cuuuteee.
OMFG @$?q#$%#$ i'm soooo happy for you twooo !!
omfg !!!
i'm so ugly !
omggg how unconsiderate of me !!
omgg !!!

loveyou<3.

[___love_kills__]

hah. nat.
you need to fucking stop this shit.
the only reason i did this entry was
because of all the shit your talking.

maybe you'll fucking grow up now.
and realize that shit like this does happen,
you dont need to be taking things out of control.
i love going to peoples pages to leave comments and
seeing that you were already there talking shit.
"christine rodriguez? fuck that shit."

yea. fuck me.

i dont do shit like that nat.
only because i understood that you'd be upset.
but i didn't think you'd get this pissed off.

i havnet talked to you yet
mainly because i'm waiting for the right time
when we can TALK not fucking yell at each other.
but you know what FUCK IT.

[so_impartial]

fuckitfuckitfuckit.

fuck that shit as in fuck that; i'm not going to go because she's going to be there &i'm upset.
so let's not assume so much; &twist my words around, ok?
i didn't say fuck her i said fuck that shit.
fuck that situation.
i'm not going to put myself in it.
i hate this. honestly i do.
maybe you'd understand if i told you or maybe you won't.
i'd like to talk to you about it. &no; i don't think i'd yell. only if you started yelling first.
it hurt me, ok ?
i can't control my feelings.
i've tried.. i can't.
understand or not, i can't.

so go ahead; call me names.
it's only hurting me for the second.
you're only getting to me for the second.

[___love_kills__]

i didn't want to hurt you nat.
i understand that it hurts you.
i knew that this was going to happen.

the only reason i'm being such a bitch about this
is because i read some stuff you said about me.
i wasn't going to let anything out about this
online.
if i was going to let it out it was goign to be
you and me.

whenever your ready to talk, let me know.
i dont want things to be stupid like they are right now.

[so_impartial]

did you read my myspace message ?
b/c it explains everything there.

i never said anything as harsh as what you just said.. that's surprising.
but you're just mad... i guess.
i hope you don't mean all of that.
because i never referred to you as anything other than " best friend ". like that.

it just surprises me.
honestly... what did you expect...

[___love_kills__]

this is what i expected, for you to be upset.
and i didn't mean any of this.
thats why i'm deleteing all that shit.
i saw some things you wrote and got pissed.