This town has good hearts, Bad blood, emotional scars
so i haven't updated in awhile.
thanksgiving was alright.
went to so. cal..fun? i guess.
didn't get to see blake.. oh well.
next time i guess...
i like how all last week i hung out with
someone, hell of cool. i guess i grew to like him.
oh well... i expected that it would end sooner than
i would have liked.
everytime i like someone and they show just
a little bit of compassion back to me..
its just fake. or so i think..
what is this. number 4?5?
its getting old.
i'm tired of being led on.
i'll never find anyone but whatever.
i guess i'm just stupid or something.
they type of person no ones ever attracted to.
FUCK boys. they're faggots. lol.
this weekend. hell of lame.
thats all anyone needs to know.
LAME.
things have been weird.
it needs to end.
december sucks so far.
gah. i'm so fucking stupid sometimes.
but whatever.
other people are just as stupid, right?
everyone does stupid things. k.
k. i'm done.
gah. i'm hungry. theres nothing to eat.
this weekend better be good.
i'm getting those drinks. tilt?
ha.a dollar plus tax for one..
thats cool i guess.
i need to just forget about this boy.
the drama, the misunderstandings.
christmas sucks.
i hate seeing little kids all happy!
haha. what the fuck.. thats so weird.
its just i wish i could still be one
of those little kids..
all happy and such, no worries. no cares.
the polar express made me sad...
i remember reading that book and watchign the
cartoon every year around this time. :)
i miss those days...
we all have to grow up someday though...
i guess....
thanksgiving was alright.
went to so. cal..fun? i guess.
didn't get to see blake.. oh well.
next time i guess...
i like how all last week i hung out with
someone, hell of cool. i guess i grew to like him.
oh well... i expected that it would end sooner than
i would have liked.
everytime i like someone and they show just
a little bit of compassion back to me..
its just fake. or so i think..
what is this. number 4?5?
its getting old.
i'm tired of being led on.
i'll never find anyone but whatever.
i guess i'm just stupid or something.
they type of person no ones ever attracted to.
FUCK boys. they're faggots. lol.
this weekend. hell of lame.
thats all anyone needs to know.
LAME.
things have been weird.
it needs to end.
december sucks so far.
gah. i'm so fucking stupid sometimes.
but whatever.
other people are just as stupid, right?
everyone does stupid things. k.
k. i'm done.
gah. i'm hungry. theres nothing to eat.
this weekend better be good.
i'm getting those drinks. tilt?
ha.a dollar plus tax for one..
thats cool i guess.
i need to just forget about this boy.
the drama, the misunderstandings.
christmas sucks.
i hate seeing little kids all happy!
haha. what the fuck.. thats so weird.
its just i wish i could still be one
of those little kids..
all happy and such, no worries. no cares.
the polar express made me sad...
i remember reading that book and watchign the
cartoon every year around this time. :)
i miss those days...
we all have to grow up someday though...
i guess....