I know there's a big world out there like the one i saw on the screen
"This place is a prison...
And these people aren't your friends" thats basically how i felt last nite.
gay? i think it is.
last nite was so stupid.
basically, planned a pool party
for everyone, bought food and stuff
for a bbq, but it never happend.
people were being gay.
why? "i dunno, maybe because they dont' like me."
me and christine went swimming in the pool
then we got in the hot tub with nat.
that was nice. "lets get fucked up and die"
that was our motto for the night
saw jay r and gabe. :)
its nice to have my beezy back.
i've missed him.
i've missed summer..some of it.
gabe can never get mad at me for some reason.
just because its me, i guess... whatever.. lol went to albertsons, it was stupid.
how come i feel like none of them like me?
i know i'm just being stupid, but... idont know. christine and i clean her car at stop lights while
singing our hearts out to rilo kiley.
i heart our stupid funny moments together... went back to christines where everything just went
major gay.
i went for a walk.
talked on the phone with someone.
don't remember much.
except daniel and travis found me and tried to make me go inside.
i didn't want to. i was on the phone with a friend.
went to the park. sat on a bench.
and i swear. out of no where daniel and travis came.
they were like.. watching me.or something.
i was fine... i didnt' need any help from anyone.
especially from someone who i feel hates me, for some
strange... odd reason....i dont even know why i think that. don't play games with me.
you either like me or you don't.
personally, i'd like to know.
i'm tired of people being mean to me.
i never do anything to hurt anyone.
ever. i don't like crying.
especially when i dont know why. last nite was a nightmare.
literally.
it wasn't real at all...
p.s. i dont know why everything is centered... lol
And these people aren't your friends" thats basically how i felt last nite.
gay? i think it is.
last nite was so stupid.
basically, planned a pool party
for everyone, bought food and stuff
for a bbq, but it never happend.
people were being gay.
why? "i dunno, maybe because they dont' like me."
me and christine went swimming in the pool
then we got in the hot tub with nat.
that was nice. "lets get fucked up and die"
that was our motto for the night
saw jay r and gabe. :)
its nice to have my beezy back.
i've missed him.
i've missed summer..some of it.
gabe can never get mad at me for some reason.
just because its me, i guess... whatever.. lol went to albertsons, it was stupid.
how come i feel like none of them like me?
i know i'm just being stupid, but... idont know. christine and i clean her car at stop lights while
singing our hearts out to rilo kiley.
i heart our stupid funny moments together... went back to christines where everything just went
major gay.
i went for a walk.
talked on the phone with someone.
don't remember much.
except daniel and travis found me and tried to make me go inside.
i didn't want to. i was on the phone with a friend.
went to the park. sat on a bench.
and i swear. out of no where daniel and travis came.
they were like.. watching me.or something.
i was fine... i didnt' need any help from anyone.
especially from someone who i feel hates me, for some
strange... odd reason....i dont even know why i think that. don't play games with me.
you either like me or you don't.
personally, i'd like to know.
i'm tired of people being mean to me.
i never do anything to hurt anyone.
ever. i don't like crying.
especially when i dont know why. last nite was a nightmare.
literally.
it wasn't real at all...
p.s. i dont know why everything is centered... lol