oh mann
i have not touched livejournal in the longest time..i dont think ive written in here for well over a year...maybe two. i had to restart an email address that got deleted just to get my password. i have no clue on earth what it was before. im not sure anyone still uses this place..but i dont really mind. i just like being able to keep a blog/journal type thing. and i think thats what i need right now.
i just moved to germany..2 weeks ago. and i love it..i really do. but its hard. i havent been in this situation in years..having to make new friends and all, and i dont really remember what to do..
im bored out of my mind! i wont be able to drive till i get an international drivers license, and knowing me who knows when that will be done, all i have is my family to hang out with, and i only work 10 hours a week! im trying to find another job, but the process takes a while. its not just like going to where you wanna work and filling out an application and getting an interview. you have to wait for it to go through the military systems and do a background check. they said it could take weeks! but i love my job now. im coaching kids between the ages of 6-14 i think..im not sure how old the oldest is. but its alot of fun. there is so much to teach them and i just really enjoy doing it. i am happy..i just need more time. im adjusted...i think...its just so different! a new country..they dont even speak english. alot of them do though. so theres not a HUGE language barrier..but its still there.
i have been reading alot and its just pretty much taking up all of my time. i read work and clean. and i really miss everyone. i had my life how i wanted it..then i uprooted it myself. i will always wonder if i did the right thing moving here. but i felt there was nothing for me at home. i was in a job where i wasnt going anywhere, a relationship that wasnt even a realationship..just two people in love i suppose.. but then there were my friends. ill never find friends like them. i love them more than anything and it was one of the hardest things ive ever done to leave them. so its hard. but im working on it i really am. i went into this with a positive attitude wanting to make the best of it. with my job im gonna be travelling a bit and hopefully once i get another job ill be able to travel more. i really want to go to ireland italy and england. money is key though..and im lacking greatly there.
its raining and sunny right now.
i just moved to germany..2 weeks ago. and i love it..i really do. but its hard. i havent been in this situation in years..having to make new friends and all, and i dont really remember what to do..
im bored out of my mind! i wont be able to drive till i get an international drivers license, and knowing me who knows when that will be done, all i have is my family to hang out with, and i only work 10 hours a week! im trying to find another job, but the process takes a while. its not just like going to where you wanna work and filling out an application and getting an interview. you have to wait for it to go through the military systems and do a background check. they said it could take weeks! but i love my job now. im coaching kids between the ages of 6-14 i think..im not sure how old the oldest is. but its alot of fun. there is so much to teach them and i just really enjoy doing it. i am happy..i just need more time. im adjusted...i think...its just so different! a new country..they dont even speak english. alot of them do though. so theres not a HUGE language barrier..but its still there.
i have been reading alot and its just pretty much taking up all of my time. i read work and clean. and i really miss everyone. i had my life how i wanted it..then i uprooted it myself. i will always wonder if i did the right thing moving here. but i felt there was nothing for me at home. i was in a job where i wasnt going anywhere, a relationship that wasnt even a realationship..just two people in love i suppose.. but then there were my friends. ill never find friends like them. i love them more than anything and it was one of the hardest things ive ever done to leave them. so its hard. but im working on it i really am. i went into this with a positive attitude wanting to make the best of it. with my job im gonna be travelling a bit and hopefully once i get another job ill be able to travel more. i really want to go to ireland italy and england. money is key though..and im lacking greatly there.
its raining and sunny right now.