im on the corner of your bed...

Aug 26, 2005 15:31



IM NOT PREGNANT!!!!!
and im so excited.
i get my drugs
my smokes
I WONT BE A MOM AT 17!

i wish i could say i am happy
but that would just be lying to everyone who gives enough of a damn to read this
so i wont

going to a concert tonight with jillian that should be fun then tomorrow is toga and im not sure if im going or not yet. but im staying at tamaras house that night so i dunno.

i yearn for something different
something better
anything worth living for
i want to have my risks
my fun
my life back
i miss chris
with my whole heart.
im completely lost and utterly out of control
of what im doing with my life
i want so much to do good
to be able to change
but its so hard
and its not always worth it
i need something that is
worth it
so this is my request.
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