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this frikin sucks dude. kile & jen left 20 minutes ago to NC...don't know when they are gonna get there...don't know when they are gonna get back. All i know is it wont be until late next week that i probably get to talk to him.
I WANT TO SCREAM UP A FREAKING STORM I NEED TO MAKE NOISE AND LET ALL OF MY HELD IN ANGER OUT. this is it. everything around me in my life is crashing.
Frances sucks. Seriously.
I've promised the two most important people in my life that I am not going to do anything stupid this weekend like I did with Charley. That way I will not break the promise I broke last time.
My sister hates me. And it's not "oh no, she doesn't it's just a stage all kids go through". No, she told me, I'm not a part of her life, I have no relationship with her, and she has even told me, she wishes I would die. Maybe she'll grow up and get over herself..maybe she wont. My family has been up since 6 getting prepared and Emily cries because she can't go to the movies with Melayna tommorow night because my mom has no more money?! She is such a bitch. She is so spoiled. I really need her to just go in her room or something if this is the way she's gonna be.
I want to leave this place now, I think I'm depressed...
I WANT TO SCREAM UP A FREAKING STORM I NEED TO MAKE NOISE AND LET ALL OF MY HELD IN ANGER OUT. this is it. everything around me in my life is crashing.
Frances sucks. Seriously.
I've promised the two most important people in my life that I am not going to do anything stupid this weekend like I did with Charley. That way I will not break the promise I broke last time.
My sister hates me. And it's not "oh no, she doesn't it's just a stage all kids go through". No, she told me, I'm not a part of her life, I have no relationship with her, and she has even told me, she wishes I would die. Maybe she'll grow up and get over herself..maybe she wont. My family has been up since 6 getting prepared and Emily cries because she can't go to the movies with Melayna tommorow night because my mom has no more money?! She is such a bitch. She is so spoiled. I really need her to just go in her room or something if this is the way she's gonna be.
I want to leave this place now, I think I'm depressed...