Sep 28, 2006 17:36
Well, I havent updated this in a REALLY long time.. so here I am.
I don't really know what to write about. except I'm pretty lonely.. and it sucks a lot. haha and it's actually really pathetic. I can't stand knowing he doesn't care. I just need to keep remembering he doesn't miss me. Gah..
I feel really distant from my friends. I feel like I've been gone from them for years and now I'm back, and it's different and it won't go back to normal..
I can't stop listening to Norah Jones and Anna Nalick. and I can't help thinking so badly how I want to move to St. Pete. I've always loved it there, I just now realized that I actually want to LIVE there. and I'm gonna check out some colleges in Tampa soon..
Homecoming is in a week and two days... I can't wait till the parade, the float I get to be on let's me dress up and wear a mask :) then the day after the parade I'm dying my hair blonde and attending homecoming with Nick which should be a lot of fun. Even if I am taller than him. hah..
No one reads this. But I'm just gonna ask,
How beautiful was the weather today????
amazingly.