i made up my mind.
i had an orientation at paul mitchell cosmetology school the other day, and the second i walked out, i told my mom that's where i was going. i just knew at that point that it was what i needed to do & the only thing that will actually make me happy. for such a long time i had family telling me i need to go into business or do something in the medical field, but at the same time "do something that makes you happy!". going to cosmetology school isn't about working at fantastic sams anymore...i think people underestimate how successful you can actually be. i'm just reaaalllly excited about it & can't wait for it to begin. the hours are pretty shitty but it's only 9 months long, i can handle that. now i just need to keep having an awesome summer & by november i'll be reaaaady :)