brilliant realization?

[___kissthe__sky]

i think i know how i let go so easily.
usually, i would never admit that i hate him.
but since i've let go.
i noticed that i care less about him.

basically, i hate him inside.
but i still LOVE him as a friend.
it's kind of confusing.

like i hate him because he did that.
but he's still one of my guy bff's.