Sep 14, 2004 21:47
FUCK school and its little gay jr.high drama.
OMG she called me this! OMG she did that!
i say..get over it cuase whoever said watever
they said is WRONG GAY and IMMATURE that we can just let that one go easily.
but..i do know that there ARE times when
things DO need to be sat down and talked about.
and its a good thing we did cause..even though i kinda already know that what happened today kinda started a disstrust and weird thing going on now..but also things will get a little better maybe cause we talked about it.
and no matter WHAT happens..to those ppl on the fone:remember that i love you and i WILL be there for you when times are being bitches and we wana shoot oursleves and then do it again.remember that whenever anything else happens ..o well..it'll pass and she(erika..lol) does love me.
well thats pretty much it.
today was a LIFE bio-hazard. stay AWAYYYYY.
volleyball sucked ass cheeks.cheerleading was a gay grandfather. and school was a pain in the boobs.
elective was a productive fruitcake that was the seed of the drama.
lunch was fucked up and grass all the way through.
and yeah.
peprally on friday..i'm not excited..but i prolly will be like..that day.
i want to go shopping NOW. i know that sounds like i cant live without it..even though thats KINDA true..i just mean that if i go just out of my inside world for a while just..eyeing sumthing i like.trying on new make up or finding a cute bra that FITS..i will be ok just because i know that whenever i need it..i can just go sumwhere alone. the galleria or w/e is the only place i can think of right now. but if i had a balcony it would be different.har har.=]
from now on. i WILL try to say watever i want to say when i want to say it if i remember and i'm not too scared about coming out as a bitch or wrong or stupid..as most ppl say i am (stupid).
so,please, if ur reading this. if i ever say something to you. try to think of it as my OWN opinion..and maybe even trying to help you out with out offending you.
thanks for listening or watevz. lol
i DO love you.
<3,