if there was a better way to go then it would find me. I can't help it the road just rolls out behind me. Be kind to me, or treat me mean. I'll make the most of it i'm an extraordinary machine.-fiona.
my fuggin' life story. two entries in one day. means SOMEBODY is bored. [me.] I finally uploaded the Jax pictures. its about time right? they're mostly stupid. but its alright. so maybe I won't upload them right now. I'm thinking about making my livejournal completly friends only. I feel like i've got.... undesignated lurkers. If i've given you my livejournal username and invited you to read it then... you know who you are and your good :-] but anybody else can go die. just kidding don't die.
no fat girl remarks please.
Speaking of fat I was watching the movie Thin on HBO. anybody else seen it yet? its seriously... amazing. I love that movie. it is really disturbing to know that i'm really into reading about the fixations women have on eating. maybe its because i'm crazy and fucked up myself. maybe not. I always wanted to go to some kind of facility specializing in the kind of shit that makes me fucked up. not a wack job house. but like a treatment place to help me find alternative ways in coping with my feelings. i dunno. its really expensive and i could think of a few other things to buy with 4000$ and spend with my time then to do that. Also, I don't know of anybody in this world besides little baby pre teen bitches and hoes with no job that have like 4 weeks of their life to spare. I'm a busy person.
I should be an art therapist. Apparently thats a fun profession and then I get to relish in what crazy people have to say on a daily basis. how exciting. I don't know what the FUHHHGGGG i'm gonna do about anything anymore. I'm such a confused caroline right now.
Type your cut contents here.
A)- AREA CODE:
301/863
B)- BIRTHDAY:
September 6, 1987
C)- CURRENT CRUSH:
wouldn't you like to know.
D)- FAVORITE ALC0H0LIC DRINK
whats that?
E)- EATING CURRENTLY:
nothing.
F)- FAVORITE FRUIT:
hmmm plums i guess..
G)- GO TO FOR ADVICE:
haha uhh. Molly, Nina, Brooke, Jonathan.... maybe my mom & dad.
H)- CURRENT HATRED:
my hair because i didn't blow dry it and its all funky now.
I)- I AM THINKING ABOUT:
it.
J)- CURRENT JOB:
I'm a server/part time bar bitch at a resturant. and I'm a full time college student.
K)- ANY KIDS:
eventually.
L)- I LOVE:
hot bitches.
M)- FAVORITE MOVIE
oh god. I love alot of movies.
O)- OTHERWISE KNOWN AS:
nigga. bitch. nigga jew. bitchass. trickass. carl. wimpy. cal.
P)- FAVORITE PERFUME/COLOGNE:
i dunno.
Q)- A LITTLE QUIRK ABOUT YOURSELF:
hahahha the answer i just erased from the last person was really funny.
R)- LAST ROAD TRIP
a few days ago with brooke.
S)- DO YOU SMOKE:
nigga please!
T)- FAVORITE TV SHOw:
uhh.
U)- COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR:
HAHAHA underwear? you MUST be joking.
V- LAST TIME YOU WERE IN VEGAS:
never
W- LAST CALL RECEIVED ON CELL PHONE:
j-daddy.
X- RAYS TAKEN:
a few.
Y- YOUR SCREENNAME:
carolionxrawr
Z- ZODIAC SIGN:
virgo.
and for the sake of making my pointless journal entry somewhat...worth reading I'm posting those pictures plus a few others so i look really full of myself.
and here is nina. showing off her many cheerleading talents.
back hand spring FA LYFE!
here I am, with Kiwi.
then here i am hitting the camera... I really hope photobucket gets their shit together because, these are all really blurry.
ITS PISSING ME OFF. CAN'T YOU TELL IN THAT PICTURE!! ..lol