I had so much fun :]
The visit was worth it. and I really really enjoyed spending all that time with jonathan. I didn't realize how much I missed him and everyone else till I went up. Going alone is actually kind of nice because then I don't have to worry about anybody else but myself! haha and I know I can have fun there so its no stressing over anything gay either.
he gave me some new gauges.
as if the wall was that interesting.. The only thing that sucked was the cold weather, and that was only gay because I didn't have a winter jacket. It was so weird driving by my old house. apparently, its being occupied by a bunch of black people that don't know how to cut the grass and put up matching curtains. Thats what my neighbors get for being assholes all that time. HAHA once Alex tried to get him mom toc al the police on my sister molly for punching him in the face because he was being a dick to me, jonathan, and brooke. HAHAHA
I really should go clean my room. The Carswells house is always so tidy and shit. I don't know how his mom does it!! it makes me feel like white trash. haha. Brooke let me borrow her alaskan green boots. except now I don't have anything to wear them with. But i I like how they feel on my footsies. I don't feel motivated at all. School is gay. I am this [-] close to just going to cosmotology school and working with my dad at his newspaper in Jacksonville this January. I'm gonna pack nina in a bag and bring her with me. I am so excited about the move. because its huge. Its like the Richmond, VA of Florida. and its closer to jonathan! haha only by like 3 hours but still!
even though my head looks like a penis...
hahahaha look at that head.
Everyone looked so good up in Maryland! All grown up and stuff. haha except jonathans neighbor timmy. hes looked the same for the past 4 or 5 years to me. only taller. anbody that knows him would agree. haha. Oh yeah. I went into coffee gourmet. haha its only the cool place after i move away. how typical. I saw nathaniel. he gave me a huge hug and i barely know him but its ok! haha