security envelopes
So, I finally opened a checking account here. haha Its about time. Jenna made me. I guess its nice to have. and now I don't have to worry about carrying around so much cash. Because i keep losing money. I lose everything because i'm an idiot.. and oh yeah, I fucked up on my taxes apparently and sent too much money in so, the state of MD sent me $150 today in the mail. I was excited.
I can't wait to start school. I am feeling so uninspired lately. I need to stimulate MA BRAIN!! haha. yeahhh. things have been really good lately.. I don't really feel like elaborating, but seriously. I can't stop smiling.Today, Starphanie did my hair. I really like it, although I do look like a zebra haha. whatever its ok. eek. This was from yesterday, before ma hur was did.
only losers wear bras... yeahhh. so. I'm excited for my birthday. Except it sucks i'll be 19. there isn't anything special about being that age. Its just closer to 20. my teenage years are slipping away. God, I have to grow up now. sucks. God. I just want to finish school and move far away from everything. I remeber this time a while ago all I wanted to do was to get married, and now i'm so scared to settle down. Becuase for some reason in the back of my head I'm thinking, "what if i'm missing my chance on someone else". Like I said, I'm an idiot.
I'm really thirsty.
I feel bitchy.
bye.