What I realized today: People who make every part of their lives sound perfect are usually the most unhappy ones. I used to make things sound really perfect when I lived in Frederick because for some reason i felt I owed it to everybody, & it really all sucked and i was sad alot of the time. Things are so much easier to deal with when you are honest with yourself. I embrace my imperfections, its what make me who I am. I seriously could give a shit about what girls have to say because i have found out that alot of girls are jealous, and out to get eachother. and if the worst thing somebody has to say about is that i'm ugly, or fat or stupid, or crazy then I must be doing pretty damn good with life.
I'm glad I found out a long time ago that karma is a bitch.
anyway.. haha
on another note, I didn't make very much money at work AT ALLL today. I kept getting sat with fucking rednecks and ghetto black people. this one guy had be break a 100$ and then he only tipped me 1 fucking $. stupid idiot. I really do despize cheap assholes like that. whatev. Thinking about it pisses me off all over again...
I slept over at brookes last night. We watched the Virgin suicides and went to the florida mall. I got a cute shirt. I'm wearing it right now.. I'm throwing me and my friends in town a fake birthday party at my house. August 6th. be there or be gay stupid.