so much work.
so the eagles are in the super. I still dont think they will win. thats just me though. i have no faith. maybe ill be wrong. my first test is on thursday. its going to suck. i hate A & P. it's so boring and hard at times. It's a 2 semester course but it's technically one course so the test will be on the 4 new chapters plus the 18 other ones from last semester. fucking sucks. spring break is coming up soon. havent made a lot of plans for that yet but ill see as it comes along. Beth you should skip the frist week back from break and chill with bryan and i liked xmas break was. We could cruise in your trans am and listen to modest mouse. it'll be good times :) haha j/k, i know that prolly got you a lil pissed haha sry. since my last post i havent got into trouble with the cops and dont plan it. ill still go to parties even though i shouldnt but i know how to run if the time calls for it. fuck the police (except bryans stepdad he's a cool cop). they hardly come in the houses anyway they just wait outside for kids to run so i'll either sneak out the back or jus hide in the basement or something like that. parties are the only thiing to do here. i wasnt at parties i wuold be sitting in my room like some antisocial person. ive met so many people at parties so i cant stop. im trying to download theses songs but it wont work. they have been connecting for a day, why dont they judt connect and download. its a cable connection i dont get it. i think i might go to bed. i took a lil break from my work and i wanted to stay up till 1 doing it but i might jsut finish it tomorrow afternoon. i dunno, sometimes i wonder "why am i here" sometimes it just seem to be right, but i just feel i have to and i know everyone is has as much as i do so i know it isnt me. i dont know i think sometimes the work load is too much. I know that it will be over soon but its so stressful. I dont want to be a quiter either costing myself 1g's so i feel i have to it and i know in the end it will benefit me to stay in school. its jsut at the moment it feels wrong at times. i guess im just stressed. i dunno if that mde any sense im getting tired and dont feel like going back to revise to see if it did make sense or if it is even clear and understanding. if it is, it is, if it isnt, all well, fuck it. im going to bed. later