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shortly after erica and i were joking around and saying negitave stuff about college and how we were living dead end lives, etc... we were driving down sandy hill road coming home from starbucks. i hit a patch of black ice and lost control of my car. it fishtailed and almost hit a pole on the passenger's side of the car. i attempted to jerk the car the other way because i didnt want erica hurt, and we ended up running into a wall. instead being stopped by the impact of the wall, my car jumped over it. we were certain that the car was going to flip. luckily, after skidding a couple hundred feet, the car stopped. no damage. nobody was hurt.
i honestly feel as if that was a sign. even though i was kidding, i'm going to stop being so negative. the feeling of almost dying has brought me to be happy with what i have so much more than what i used to. it sucks to have to go through what we did to notice that... but now's a good time.
the scariest factor was thinking that i was going to die. alongside with one of the most important person in my life... although it was the scariest things we've been through, it's another addition to all the crazy shit .. thick and thin. my best friend. i love you.
wow. i don't even know.
i honestly feel as if that was a sign. even though i was kidding, i'm going to stop being so negative. the feeling of almost dying has brought me to be happy with what i have so much more than what i used to. it sucks to have to go through what we did to notice that... but now's a good time.
the scariest factor was thinking that i was going to die. alongside with one of the most important person in my life... although it was the scariest things we've been through, it's another addition to all the crazy shit .. thick and thin. my best friend. i love you.
wow. i don't even know.