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[___jesus]

so last night i went to chasers. woa was there some drama.i felt like shit all night. i really didnt get to enjoy the music.and im pretty sure my knuckle is broken but we wont get into that.im still exhausted. my ears are still ringing. ive got the biggest headache. but whatcha gonna do?

ok now i feel fine.it's weird.what do you do.not be jealous thats it. you need trust. something ive never had but i do now. you need to trust people.if you dont you could end up losing a really great thing.Ive got this voice inside my head and its so confusing. on the plus side this pain makes some amazing writing. lol.i realized im not gonna let my life deteriorate. im gonna live it up.wow what to do.well look forward to some more poems. i have to have this amazing book to write my poems in. it is so kool. but for now ill leave u with forever october.

Forever October

make it last forever
this autumn night
so quiet calm and peaceful
the stars are out tonight

perfect weather
not too hot
not too cold
the leaves begin to rot

mother nature becomes an artist
the earth is her canvas
beautiful oranges and yellows
i wish i could paint as beautiful as this

so make this forever
this autumn night
so quiet calm and peaceful
because the end is such a fright