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Oklahoma was great.
Got a new nickname and was "initiated" into the family. We showed up at the end of west side story and i walked around looking for Rayquel but i couldnt find her.I got alot of writing done on the trip, a more serious came out when i was there, maybe because we went to the Oklahoma City bombing site. It was kinda eerie being where over 160 people died. But anyways i found out we might be moving again, really soon actually. And the good/bad thing about it is its not in Texas, and it's not in America. It's Germany. Europe!! The mecca and cultural hub and pretty much where punk started. London is only an hour away and i'll be back in the states once i have to go to college. Im excited, but hesitant, alot of the decision to go or not is up to me. If i ahve a problem with it they said we can stay, but i kinda dont have a problem with it but i have some issues with letting go completely of some people here. I mean, i had my first love here, and actually moving out of the country away from her would still kill me. Even if we dont talk i still value her more than anyone and i will always love her even if shes moved on. I mean c'mon, anyone who knows me well enough knows i wouldve done anything for her, i just dont know if im ready to leave yet.
Got a new nickname and was "initiated" into the family. We showed up at the end of west side story and i walked around looking for Rayquel but i couldnt find her.I got alot of writing done on the trip, a more serious came out when i was there, maybe because we went to the Oklahoma City bombing site. It was kinda eerie being where over 160 people died. But anyways i found out we might be moving again, really soon actually. And the good/bad thing about it is its not in Texas, and it's not in America. It's Germany. Europe!! The mecca and cultural hub and pretty much where punk started. London is only an hour away and i'll be back in the states once i have to go to college. Im excited, but hesitant, alot of the decision to go or not is up to me. If i ahve a problem with it they said we can stay, but i kinda dont have a problem with it but i have some issues with letting go completely of some people here. I mean, i had my first love here, and actually moving out of the country away from her would still kill me. Even if we dont talk i still value her more than anyone and i will always love her even if shes moved on. I mean c'mon, anyone who knows me well enough knows i wouldve done anything for her, i just dont know if im ready to leave yet.